I know I will be damed for this but he is worth it. My brother needs a heart but he to far down the list to get one in time.
I pic up the blade and make sure its not to close to my heart. Yes I'll go to hell but he is worth it and always will be. I love him to much to let him go, love him more than myself, thats why Im doing this. I wish he was old enough to understand how much he means to me, but by that time I'll be long gone, and he will be here because of me. I hesatate, because im not sure if im ready. Yes ofcourse I am, I have to be he's dying and he needs this. I make sure the note to my parents are on the table before I do it. I lift up the blade and in a quick sweep I stab myself. The pain is to much for my mind to process. I fall back on the white floor and let the blood and life seep out of me. Im done for but he was worth it.
-Alea Marie
